i wish i could just tell my --- to fuck off you know.
cb.
he scolds us without any reason.
and it always happens during the end of year.
christmas or new year.
fuck im pissed la.
'you get out and go live with your friends la. ask them to feed you'
wtf.
wish i could just run away man.
ugh.

christmas eve and all was okay.
but when we got home it was shit.
now im thinking,
where's the merry in merry christmas?
it doenst feel like christmas at all at home man.
fuck.
i want to go out.

i need you now):
why when this type of thing happens you arent around):
i miss you so so bad.
4 DAYS.



thanks jj matt kunloong wangjie alastair luke justinCHEE sam glenn and nick i guess.
for wishing me at midnight.
and thanks Clare<3 marie justin for the cards.
merry christmas everyone.

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